date: 2017-12-26
subject: Radioactive wing
tags: bathroom-dreams

Radioactive wing - 2017-12-26 - Entry 1505 - TOGoS's Journal

I was playing with a green marker at work. Popping the cap on and off, drawing big arcing lines on the whiteboards. I was being weird at Jared. Like making silly rants at him. He started getting annoyed so then I stopped. Maybe with this marker I was illustrating something about Minecraft minecart tracks. But also we had some chemical company as a client. Whever work they did gave off a lot of radiation, so they located their facility inside a 2-story wing of a school which was connected to EarthIT by an elevated tunnel with sturdy metal doors.

I had to pee, so I wandered off by myself into the outer part of the facility (the entire top floor and the outer edge of the bottom floor) looking for a bathroom. I found a bathroom with a 'man' symbol over the door and went in to find a bunch of urinals filled with old cat food and a bunch of girls hanging around talking about normal stuff. I only had to pee so I didn't mind the other people there too much, but I didn't want to pee on the cat food. Finally someone came out of a stall and it was clean inside, but at that point I was actually half awake so maybe that part doesn't count.

If we can’t find the toilet in our dreams, it can be a sign that we are not allowing ourselves the basic needs in life.

-- Meaning of Looking for the Toilet in a Dream

And it does seem like that I'm like "I only have to pee so whatever" might correspond to being less afraid to express myself these days, so that's cool.